Our Beautiful Angel is Running Free

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I am so sad to share this news today as I’ve been unable to utter anything but tears for days. On Tuesday, we lost our dear and beloved golden retriever, Savvy. My heart is broken and I am so devastated. Whenever I experience loss, I do my best to imagine the happiness, joy and relief from suffering one encounters when their soul is set free.

This vision helps as time goes on but nothing alleviates the overwhelming pain initially. When someone passes on, I believe they are okay. We, the ones left behind, suffer deeply without them. We miss their faces, their routines, their warmth, their love. I miss my girl so much already and I cannot believe she is gone.

Savvy will forever be in my heart. In our hearts. She will walk beside us and her spirit will live within and around our family always. She was a pure angel with the deepest and kindest soul. I am beyond grateful for every second I got to be a part of her precious life.

I am constantly reminded how boundless and yet, how fragile this life is. I have been very sensitive and emotional lately as I adjust to a new way of life for the time being. Losing Savvy in the midst of this hazy and introspective period, has thrown me off-kilter even more. I always say things happen for a reason but I will never understand cancer. In time, we may process and heal but the pain and suffering as we experience days without someone who was once there, are unbearable.

I thank our darling Savvy for granting us such pure, gentle, bountiful and divine love each day. Our boys miss her terribly already also. Each day, as we kiss her photo and tell her we love her, they reassure me that she is always with us and always in our hearts. Pierce tells me he feels her everywhere and Aston comforts me by saying she will always be lying at my feet, wherever I am. He also looks up at the sky throughout the day and proclaims Savvy sightings. He says she is running faster than she’s ever run and eating everything and anything she wants. They both say she is happy, free and cozy in the clouds and for that, I will take their word and do my best to find peace as I grieve.

Love with your whole heart. Each and every moment. Time with our loved ones is truly the most precious gift ever.

We Love You Forever, Our Beautiful Baby, Savvy Girl.

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My sister saw this in the sky the evening Savvy passed.  We Love you so much Savvy girl.

My sister saw this in the sky the evening Savvy passed. We Love you so much Savvy.

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